I'm Pretty Sure I Fell In Love Tonight.

So a lot of stuff has happened since I last posted.
I'm in Year 12 now, single, and reasonably happy.
This year I'm doing Literature, Theatre Studies, Italian, Further Maths and Text and Traditions. So far, I've been particularly enjoying Theatre and Literature...maybe because in both of them we happen to be analysing a play.
I'm getting into the whole Theatre scene too. I just got home from seeing Woyzeck at the Malthouse Theatre. It was amazing. Talk about an assault on the senses.
It was a really full on performance...more of an ensemble, considering that everyone was onstage for the majority of the performance. I loved the music; some of the songs I would even put on my Ipod if I could find them. The lighting was fantastic, the set truly spectacular. Overall, it was an amazing production.
And I'm pretty sure I fell in love with Hamish Michael when he started singing. What an amazing voice. I've been trying to look him up, but I can't find anything :(
I'll keep searching.

At the moment, I would be listening to my Ipod and In Fiction just came on. They are now one of my favourite bands. I got their cd for Christmas and I've been listening to them soooo much. At one point during the holidays, I lost my Ipod so I relied on cds in my stereo to keep me going. And In Fiction just seemed to work.

I was thinking today and I realised that only two things in life are definite. That you were born, and that you will die. We all think our family will always be there for us, that our friends would never desert us, but can we ever be sure? I'm not being pessimistic - I hate it when people shoot me down just because I'm expressing my view.

I'm pretty sure that none of my friends understand me. I feel like I'm in a parallel universe, that I'm on a different wavelength to them. I don't understand them, and they don't understand me. It's really depressing now when I think about it.

I hate it when I will say something and they just call me stupid, or completely shoot me down. I'm not standing for it anymore. I've put up with so much crap. No one knows what lengths I've gone to to be there for my friends. And frankly, I'm sick of the bullshit. I won't let anyone mess with me anymore. You gonna be an arsehole? Fine; just don't be one to me.

So that's my little rant for tonight.
I was kinda all over the place. But that's how I'm feeling right now, so maybe it fits.

Down and out.